Black-Eyed Suzie

Dolls. Words.

best books for bébé

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One of the many lovely things about being a mama is getting to read all the beautiful books and play with the toys given to my babe. I've always imagined reading my babies the classics - Goodnight Moon, Where the Wild Things Are - but we're so lucky to have many thoughtful friends who have given M. great books I'd never heard of before.

Our friend Alexis, among an embarrassment of riches, gave M. the hilarious Iggy Peck Architect, which he now insists we read him at least twice in the morning and twice at night.  I thought he wouldn't get into it until he was a bit older, but it has great illustrations and he's captivated by them. Come back from Boston, Alexis - we miss you!  Harvard is not worthy...

You might remember from a previous post that I have a Fairy Godmother who lives in England.  She has spoiled me all my life and now she's doing the same for M.  In addition to giving him many lovely toys, snazzy outfits, his stroller and his snow suits, she has sent several books, my favourite of which is Margaret Wild's Fox for its darkly beautiful illustrations.

Congratulations on becoming Dr. Auntie Mo - we are so proud of you!

My dear, dear friend Rebecca gave M. one of the few Maurice Sendak books a didn't already have, and, like all the best kids' books, it is both sweet and slightly spooky. I was saving it until M. gets a little older, but now that I see how much he loves Iggy Peck, I might bring it out, if only so that I get to read it!

Rebecca also gave M. a Moulin Roty puppet that is so adorable, I've had to resist the temptation to bring it into my studio as decoration.  (I promise I won't be greedy mom - I've even given M. all my very favourite old puppets, stuffed animals and soft dolls.)  Baby, toys, books...it's even more fun than I imagined it would be...

 

 

Stands & Orchid Salve

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Mr. L and I have made various attempts at doll stands over the years, and while they  worked fine, I was never totally happy with how they looked.  We used wooden dowels and bases, and it always seemed to overwhelm the dolls somehow.  Then my brilliant man came up with a totally new design which is both more practical and quite elegant-looking.  They're handmade from brushed aluminium and can be custom cut for the length of your doll (the doll should be measured from the tips pf her toes to just under her arms). Much more suited to the style of my dolls, I think.  I've added the stands to my Big Cartel shop.  

Another clever thing Mr. L has done recently is resurrect our orchid, which stopped flowering after we left it with a friend for a summer. (The poor dears don't like to be moved.) I had written it off entirely and, I'm now ashamed to say, told him several times should be thrown out.  But he read somewhere that eggshells soaked in black tea was good for the fragile flowers so for two years he lovingly fed it with the icky brew.  The man has saint-like patience.

Finally, I'm getting a lot more time to work on dolls these days.  Mr. L got a new job at the NFB that is great in many ways, but the best for me is that he's only there three days a week and so I'm now able to work a few days a week while baby M. always has one of us here to dote on him.  It feels strange but good to have more time to be creative and I feel very lucky to have flexible work that still allows me spend so much time with my boy.

 

 

More Prezzies

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And this time they were all for me!  February is my birthday month, and Mr. L is an excellent giver of gifts.  This year he gave me a non-fiction book that I'd heard of on the CBC and can't wait to read.

It's the story Shirley Mason, of a woman who was diagnosed with Multiple Personailty Disorder in the 50s, the psychiatrist who treated her (and crossed many ethical boundaries while doing so, including lying in bed with her patient while she administered shock therapy) and the journalist who helped turn the case into an international sensation. I'm very interested in illnesses that are cultural as much - or more - than they are physical. No doubt it will be very unsettling as all women profited enormously from the case.

I've been getting into graphic novels lately, as I've long dreamed about writing one (starring dolls, of course!) This one looks dense and dark, with amazing illustrations.  If anyone has any favourites, I'd love to hear them.

I also got a set of sturdy pliers to replace the dinky little craft store version I've been using all these years.  Psyched about those, but I'm pretty sure you all know what pliers look like, so moving right along...a Ureshii Gift Certificate!  Ureshii makes super cute yet very comfortable clothes that are made to measure; I'm just too old for anything that pinches, itches or digs into unpleasant places, so I insist on comfort so matter how lame that makes me.  Haven't settled on exactly what I'm going to get, but it will definitely include this skirt.

Thank you so much, my love.  I don't know what I did to deserve you, but I'm hanging on for dear life...

Also, a big thank you to everyone who left kind words about my latest dolls, and to those who adopted them.  They are all on their way to their new homes across Canada and the US, and I'm so very grateful that I get to do this. 

 

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Four new dolls will become available this Sunday, February 5th at 2pm EST/ 11am PST. (you can convert that to another time zone here.) You can see photos in the the blog post below, or check out the listings in my Big Cartel shop, where you can also read descriptions and see the prices.  If you would like to receive a reminder by email at the time of the update, you can sign up for my newsletter here.

The Bird Gerhls - Four New Dolls

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I can't seem to get away from this bird motif...it wasn't planned, but I will readily submit.  Below are the photos of my most recent dolls, and I'll be announcing the details of my shop update shortly (it's looking like Sunday).  I'll also be posting links to the shop listings so you can see prices and details in advance of the update itself.

 

Wren lives on a windswept outcrop where she feeds gulls from her hand and mostly keeps to herself.  The villagers think she's a witch.  I guess when you sequester yourself, wear vaguely victorian clothing and talk to birds, you're sort of poking the hive...

Gretchen is taller than every boy she's ever met and stronger, too.  She can only fit swallow eggs on her head, but she's channeling Ostrich all the way.

If there was a ballet called 'Bluebird' it would star Maeve.  But she wouldn't eat wet kleenex or stab the other dancers or get up to any of that other weirdo ballerina behaviour.  She'd make them all a nice cup of tea and offer up embroidered hankies.

Gisele is the weird one, let's be frank. She's a little bit gawky, a little bit of a bird herself. But she's fiercely loyal and can put up her dukes and when she gets into scraps defending one of the Bird Gerhls, she doesn't even get a run in her stockings.

Teeny weeny nests

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Welcome to my new blog!  I must say, I love my new squarespace site.  Typepad is great, but for someone like me (ie. neither very tech-savvy nor patient enough to learn), I find squarespace much easier to navigate and it's far more visual when I want to make changes.  I found I was always putting off changing or adding to my old blog because I found it confusing and then got frustrated.  While I still have a bit more content to add and general snazzing up to do over here, I love the new clean look and I hope you'll enjoy it, too.

But on to the fun stuff.  I'm nearing completion of four dolls; I hope to have them finished over the weekend.  I've made a couple of tiny, Alexander McQueen-inspired nests to adorn some pretty little heads. 

I made the eggs and nests and felt somewhat insane doing so, but in a good way.  I've also made a few more flouncy skirts in the style of the tutus I made for the Black Swan ballerinas.  These ones are made from silk organza and I love how they manage to look both froufy and somewhat tattered.

Tata for now...I'll be back with more work in progress photos soon. 

Prezzies

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Happy New Year!  Does anyone else out there feel like every year since 2000 has sounded like science fiction/ make-believe?  I don't know if I'll ever get my head into this millennium...Anyway, I hope all your days of late have been merry and bright!

I thought I'd share a few photos of Christmas presents I made, some of which I'll soon be adding to my shop as prints.  Yes, it's time to bring back the prints.  I never meant to leave them out for this long, but I looked up after my little boy was born and suddenly a year had gone by.  It scares me sometimes how quickly it goes by.

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Bird Gehrls I & II, named for one of my favourite Antony and the Johnsons songs.  I have a few little left cages, so I'll be making more of these.

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And one more ballerina...I think I'll make more of these eventually, too.  This time I used silk organza for the tutu instead of tulle and liked it even more. 

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Making it reminded me of how I once insisted on wearing my ratty pink tutu to school (paired it with a plaid shirt).  My poor mother...she relented, and now that I have a baby I understand why. If we could somehow harness the willfulness and determination of young children, we could solve the world's energy problems.

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My First Stop Motion Animation

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Life has been a bit mad around here (do I start every post that way? I can't remember anymore...)  Last week, I had a 10-page final translation project due and M. and I were both sick.  I managed to finish, and I'm so deeply relieved to be done with my class.  Interesting as it was, it was so much work and it left me very little time for my much-loved activity of stuff-making, as every time M. took a nap, I was racing to finish translation assignments.  I'm thinking that I won't continue my Translation degree (Mr. L will, however - do we really both need the exact same degree?) so that I have more time for writing and doll-making. This weekend, we also had a little birthday party for M., which was so much fun and a little emotional for me as I can't quite believe my sweet little baby is already a year old.

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I'm still chipping away at my most recent group of dolls, but during my crazy week, I came to terms with the fact I won't be able to finish them in time to mail them out before Christmas unless I pull a few all nighters, something neither my eyes nor my sanity can withstand these days.  I do apologize if anyone was planning to buy a doll as a gift, but I can't bring myself to spend so much time on the sculpting and eye-making just to rush through constructing the costumes and wigs.  And the dolls won't stand for it! Faces 2

Even though they're coming along slowly, I'm really happy with the faces and the new eyes have turned out.  I'm officially in love with glass.          

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Over the weekend, I put together a very brief stop motion animation with the ball-jointed doll I made last summer and a small, antique porcelain doll head given to me by my dear friend Sue.  It's my first try and quite primitive at that, but I thought I'd share it here. Even though I made lots of newbie mistakes, it was fun to play around with and exciting to find out I can do this with just my camera and my laptop.  I used iMovie and this very simple tutorial.

Glass Eyes & Shrunken Heads

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I've finally finished sculpting the heads for my most recent batch of dolls, which means I can start to sand and paint them and then assemble the bodies.  Painting is my favourite part - it's when the character really emerges.  And then the clothes, which is my second favourite part... I think I might have to postpone my plans to make Alexander McQueen-inspired clothing; I want to at least try to do him justice, and I'm running out of time to finish these dolls before Christmas. But I will definitely get there - I ordered the book Savage Beauty and was once again taken aback by his exquisite designs.

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If you look closely at these photos (sorry - not my best!) you might be able to see that I used my own glass eyes!  I'm so excited about these.  They are still quite irregular - each one is different from the next - but I think it somehow suits my dolls, which are far from symmetrical.

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Anyway, I'll be sure to get really good photos once they're done so that the detail of the eyes can be seen.  I feel like I'm finally getting closer to making what I see in my mind's eye, which means it's taken me over 5 years just to get close.  Practising patience...

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Bits and Pieces

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I finally feel like I'm making some progress with my latest batch of dolls, even though it's been ever so slow.  But almost all the parts have been made and varnished and the assembly line i underway. Feet

Some dainty feet and legs with real stockings...

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I came up with a new technique for hands and am finally very happy with how they've turned out.  It's very time-consuming, but worth it, I think.

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The heads are still missing their faces (spooky!) because out of the most recent batch of eyes I made, only one turned out well enough to use.  I'm going back to the glass studio this week to make more; I have to remind myself that it's okay to be bad at something in the beginning and that I will get better with practice, but I'm frustrated that I have so little control over this medium.

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My translation class has turned out to be rather grueling, but I'm hoping to have these ladies ready in early December...gotta go string some legs together!

 

Survey Says...

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I had hoped to have some WIP photos ready for this post, but I'm not quite there...next time for sure.  I was fresh out of ideas for post, so I stole the alphabet survey below from another blogger (thanks, Charis!)

A: Age ~ 36…hard to believe, as I remember being a kid and feeling so very sorry for my mom when she turned 36.  I figured her life was basically over.  But I'm happy to find that I don’t feel old at all…

B: Bed ~ Something I don’t get enough of these days…

C: Chore that you hate ~ Dishes. The WORST. Ever.  I actually fantasize about the magical day we’ll have a dishwasher.

D: Dogs ~ We have cats, but I can’t wait to get a dog when we move to the country. (That’s when we’ll get our gorgeous dishwasher, too!)

E: Essential start to your day ~ English breakfast tea in my giant ‘Mrs. Darcy’ mug. (Yes, I have a secret Pride and Prejudice obsession. So girly.)

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F: Favourite colour ~ For clothes, I like black, but I also love pink. And deep, wine-coloured reds.

G: Gold or silver ~ silver. My wedding ring is white gold. Can’t pull off gold at all.

H: Height ~ almost 5"9

I: Instruments you play ~ None. I’m not very musically inclined.  I played trombone(!) in junior high and high school, but was mediocre at best.

J: Job title ~ writer, dolleteer?

K: Kids ~ a bee-a-oooootiful ten-month old boy who makes me laugh about a thousand times a day.

L: Live ~ Montréal, dans la belle province.

M: Mother's name ~ Suzie

N: Nickname ~ Fabe, Faberlicious.

O: Overnight hospital stays ~ One grueling night in the ER after I broke my knee.  Almost a full week after my C-section, which didn’t go quite as planned.

P: Pet peeves ~ People who get in my way because they’re fondling their cellphones.  People who nearly run me over because they’re fondling their cellphones.  The general erosion of good manners and basic social etiquette.  Call me grandma.

Q: Quote from a film ~ “I don't want to sell anything, buy anything, or process anything as a career. I don't want to sell anything bought or processed, or buy anything sold or processed, or process anything sold, bought, or processed, or repair anything sold, bought, or processed.” (Lloyd Dobler from Say Anything)

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R: Right or left handed? ~ Right.

S: Siblings ~ Hannah, David, Jules, Lulu & Tisha (it’s complicated)

T: Time you wake up ~ 12:00am, 2:00am, 4:00am… you get the picture

U: Underwear ~ natural fibres, preferably no seams.  I used to have a $5 limit, but have recently increased it to $12 if they’re really comfy.

V: Vegetable you hate ~ Is fennel a vegetable?  And those miniature corn cobs in Chinese food – does anyone actually eat those?

W: What makes you run late: My husband. (I’m actually pretty punctual.)

X: X-rays you've had ~ my knee & teeth

Y: Yummy food that you make ~ Unbelievably good chocolate cake (recipe from my step-mom) with raspberry icing.

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Z: Zoo animal ~ Zoos make me sad.

 

A New American Gothic

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While visiting a friend this summer, I happened upon the work of Andrea Kowch in an art magazine and was blown away.  Similarly to what loved about Jane Eyre, I'm drawn its restrained Gothic sensibility.   Screen shot 2011-09-29 at 12.02.06 PM
Her paintings are haunting and beautifully dark, but without being overbearingly so.  Sometimes it seems  like contemporary Gothic artwork is all about black corsets and striped tights; those more obvious elements are fun (I've used them in my own work many times) but lately I find myself drawn to more subtle expressions of the genre.

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I hope to have some WIP shots of my latest dolls in my next post; my little guy (never a great sleeper) has been partying all night long this past week, so I feel like a zombie half the time, but I'm forcing myself to work on them because I was really missing having a creative outlet in my day to day life.  Mind you, parenting feels pretty damn creative most days!

Jane Eyre

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Life is very busy these days, as Mr. L and I have both started school again (our translation degrees).  I'm only taking one class, but must squeeze all the reading and writing into baby M's naps or after he's asleep for the night, and by that time, my brain is basically mush.  I have started my next batch of dolls, but they are moving slowly...will post some WIP photos as soon as I have something worth documenting. 

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We did make time to watch a movie this past weekend: Cary Joji Fukunaga's adaptation of Jane Eyre, which I thoroughly enjoyed.  I've professed my love for for Gothic literature on this blog before, and Emily Brontë's Wuthering Heights is one of my favourites, but somehow I've made this far without ever having read Charlotte's Jane Eyre. Anyway, now I feel I must because I loved the movie.  It had all the delicious elements of the Gothic I love - desolate English landscape, dark castle, brooding man, struggling-to-be-free woman - but without descending into caricature or ridiculing the genre, which is easy to do.  It's actually quite understated and beautiful and Micheal Fassbender (who plays Rochester) is a serious honey.  

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 I even enjoyed Mia Wasikowska; she put me off in Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland (so disappointing!) and I didn't really get the big fuss about The Kids are Alright, but I thought she was very well-cast here.  So, another addition to my ever-lengthening list  of books I don't have time to read.  Oh, how it mocks me.  If you have such a list, you might consider this in the meantime...

Home Again, Home Again

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We're back after a month visiting our families in Maine and Cape Breton.  So wonderful to see the sea, see the trees.  I long to move to Cape Breton, so as much as I love visiting, it's always bittersweet because eventually I know I'll have to leave.  Given that I've been fortunate enough to find a place on earth that's my own pastoral paradise, it feels profoundly wrong to leave it behind to return to a hot, humid city. Especially with a baby who seemed happier than he's ever been naked on the beach and crawling across endless grass. But we have a three year plan.  We'll get home for good, one of these days.

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While we were in Maine, we visited the Four Seasons Farm, with the most spectacular vegetable beds and these beautiful flowers.

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But my dad's lilies, pictured above, can rival any professional. (He was also the town zucchini champ three years in a row, ahem.) And he even let baby M. pull apart some of his lovely roses.

Fee w: rose petals (feet only)

Many days at the beach, like this one where my little love was whisked off by my sweet sister, gone to meet the sea-babies...

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Stuffed Cat, Silly Cat

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Last weekend, some friends came over for lunch and brought baby M. the most charming little stuffed cat: his name is Serge and he comes from Raplapa, a boutique in Montreal that sells lovely handmade dolls and animals. Serge
They sell their toys at various boutiques throughout North America, Europe and Australia, but you can also buy from them online. Serge is beautifully made (he came with a little story), and these little fellows below are also available:  Screen shot 2011-07-24 at 1.55.05 PM

Speaking of funny-looking cats, our little black friend got his annual summer haircut, which never gets old.  We do it because his fur is so absurdly thick, it spares him much heat-related misery, but it also happens to be one of the funniest things I've ever seen.      Sachi

If you've been reading my blog for a while, you might have seen variations on these photos in the past, but I can't resist any more than he can resist climbing into any ridiculously small space.

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Alexander

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I didn't post about it at the time, but I was very saddened by Alexander McQueen's suicide last year.  Though I spend most of my time in jeans and Adidas, I love extravagant fashion. To me, McQueen was an artist; his clothing was dramatic and structured, romantic, dark and sometimes aggressive. Often breathtaking. Mcqueen dresses
Lately, I've been trying to think of ways to challenge myself with my dolls because for a while I felt I was in a bit of rut.  I want to experiment with the structure of the dolls themselves (I have a few new ideas for joints), but I also want to do more interesting things with clothing.  So, I've started my next group of dolls with the incredible architecture of McQueen's clothing in mind.  It seems almost too bold to say so, but I'll get bored if I don't keep trying new things.

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If you're anywhere near NYC, there's a McQueen retrospective at the Met that looks amazing. Savage Beauty is on until August 7th and it emphasizes both his exceptional designs and his skill as a craftsman of bespoke clothing.  If, like me, you can't there, the site for the exhibit has great photos and  video (both of the exhibit itself and footage of some of McQueen's runway shows). 

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The Alexander McQueen website also has video of all his runway shows, which were as dramatic as the clothing itself.  'The Girl Who Lived in a Tree' (Fall/ Winter 2008) is a personal favourite, and you can find it under the runway archives. I don't know yet which dresses I'll look to for inspiration, but I'm so excited to try!

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 p.s. Thank you so much to everyone who commented and emailed with kind words about the Black Swan dolls - they have all been adopted and are off to their new homes in Toronto,the UK and Australia!

 

Update on Hold due to Postal Strike

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Just a quick note to let you know that, while the newsletter is all ready to go and the doll listings are finished, I'm waiting to announce a date for the update until the Canada Post strike is over.  It looks like mail might resume here by the end of the week, but I want to be on the safe side to be sure that no one is waiting too long for a doll.  

In the meantime, I'll leave you with a video by my favourite new band, Mountain Main.  I bought their beautiful album, Made the Harbor, while I was pregnant with my lovely and it still makes me feel all warm and fuzzy whenever I listen to it.  I've always fantasized that I might sing gorgeous, lush harmonies in front of an olf-fashioned microphone, surrounded by candles while holed up in a sweet little house.  Sadly, I can't sing.  (The same reason I'll never share the stage with Nancy Wilson and rock out to 'Crazy on You', but that's a different fantasy...)

Swan Lake Dolls

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I've been away from blogland for a while, but I return bearing treats...I have finally finished and photographed all of my Swan Lake dolls! Completing these five dolls felt a little like a marathon at times; gone are the days when I could sit and work for hours at a time.  Now I sneak in an hour here, twenty minutes there.  So, while spending time with my babe is my absolute priority, I'm pretty proud to have finally finished these, despite being way behind my projected schedule.  ('Schedule' is a word that is beginning to seem preposterous to me!)But enough babbling and onto photos:

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Odile 1

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Odile 3

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Over the next week, I'll be making up the doll listings with descriptions, sizes and prices for each doll.  I'm going to wait until the listings and the newsletter are done before announcing the date of the update because I don't want to get stuck racing to finish things at the last minute.  I'll provide links to the listings in the Shop Update announcement.  Remember that if you would like to receive my newsletter, you can sign up by filling out the badge in the upper right hand corner of this blog, just below the banner.  I send out a brief notice a few days before each update, as well as a notice just before the dolls are added to the shop.

 

The Evolution of a Glass Eye

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In my last post I mentioned a mysterious workshop I was slated to take last weekend...it was flameworking! Also known as lampwork and torchwork, it basically involves working with rods or tubes of glass over a small, table-top torch.  The workshop was so fascinating, but because I'm still waking up several times a night to feed my dear one, I managed to forget my camera both days.  Here are shots of the various stages of my attempts at glass eyes taken at home:

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Here we have the victims of thermal shock (eyes that cooled down too quickly, causing them to crack).

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And some other early disasters...

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Getting there, but still mostly heinous.

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Closer...(the two on the far right were made by the very nice instructor, Gérard, who had never made eyes before but made two beautiful ones right out of the gate).

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Ah!  It's amazing what you can learn in a single weekend.  While these are far from perfect, it's not really perfection that I'm aiming for.  I love the little irregularities, and the fact that molten glass is a medium that you can't entirely predict.   The way the different colours swirl and combine isn't something you can control, so each one is unique. By the end of the course, I actually came close to making the kind of eyes I would have to pay a pretty penny for if I were to order them for my dolls.

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Because I forgot my camera, these are not my arms, but just a shot to give you an idea of what the set-up looks like.

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Getting set up to do flamework in one's own home is quite expensive, and I'm not crazy about the idea of having tanks of explosive gases in my apartment!  But I can go to the studio where I took the course and rent their facilities, so I will definitely get there when I can.  At the slow rate I'm going with dolls, I hope to have my own glass eyes in the next batch of dolls that come after the ballerinas.  

Speaking of the ballerinas, I apologize to anyone who's hoping to adopt one - they're taking me longer than I'd planned. I'm hoping to finish them up in the next two weeks.